Monday, August 3, 2020
Wren Valentino: August 2020 Update
It's been over 20 years since I took an acting class and a little less than that since I was last on a stage. With my 50th birthday around the corner, I've been pushing myself to jump out of my comfort zone and start pursuing passions that have always spoken to me, yet life never allowed me to do.
A few weeks ago, I signed up for a virtual Animation Voice Improv workshop instructed by a very accomplished actor. I did this because I have always wanted to be a voice actor, specifically in animation. In fact, it's a dream of mine.
As the workshop grew closer, I started to second guess myself. I started to doubt my abilities and tried to convince myself not to go. I came up with a zillion reasons, i.e. I'm too old, I'm too this, I'm too that. Basically, I convinced myself that I completely sucked and had no right to be a part of the class, let alone the entertainment industry.
Thankfully, I have some really wonderful people in my life and by being friends with them I have their support - not just on a personal level, but through the resources they've written and created. Case in point, I turned to The Inner Critic (written by my wonderful friend Andrea Patten). I opened the book and the first passage I randomly read was exactly what I needed to see/read.
Still, the anxiety was there. It was still there even seconds before the class started. The fears, the doubts, the resistance to vulnerability - all there! But I did the class anyway. I hung in there for the three hours and gave it my all.
Within the first few minutes I no longer felt self conscious. That doubt I felt started to dissipate and I gave myself permission to have a good time.
I received terrific and very encouraging feedback from the instructor, made some new friends, and signed up for another class. I learned a lot - and not just about improv, animation, and voice acting.
I'm sharing this because I know someone reading this might be able to relate someway, somehow. It's true that we can really be our own worst enemy. I can tell you now I am very glad I didn't give in to fear and that inner critic. The feeling of accomplishment is well worth it. As a result, I feel like I have discovered something I really love and enjoy doing.
I have no idea where this new road will take me, but I'm all in. It's exciting and scary. But, game on. Fears and all.
Okay, time for some poetry. I have four new poems to share with you this month.
You can read my new poems Strange Comfort and La Notte here. Both are featured in the digital publication Disquiet Arts. La Notte is a personal new favorite of mine. I hope you like it.
You can read my new poem Smart Boy here. It's featured in the Summer 2020 issue of Wicked Gay Ways.
You can read my new poem Fishbowl here. It's featured in the online version of Atomic Flyswatter.
Also, if you haven't read my new dance-themed romantic novelette Fast Beat, please do!
Tubi), including The Mole People, The Giant Claw, Phantom from Space, Battle in Outer Space, The Beast from 20,000 Fathoms, Giant from the Unknown, Attack of the Crab Monsters, The Undead, Teenage Zombies, and a new personal favorite, Invaders from Mars. There's much to love about Invaders from Mars, a story told from the perspective of a young boy that nobody believes. It's over-the-top, fun, and definitely one to watch.
Wendy James (the former lead singer of one of my all-time favorite bands Transvision Vamp) has a fantastic new album out called Queen High Straight. Here's a video for one of the killer tracks. Awesome stuff. I'm also loving the song Rendezvous by Miss Benny (the song came out almost two years ago but thanks to Love, Victor, I just discovered it) and the awesome dance track In Your Eyes from Robin Schulz (featuring Aida).
Thank you for reading this update! I appreciate you being here. I hope you're staying happy, healthy, and safe.
Until next month...
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